不知道该怎么去面对接下来的人生,都不知道自己该做什么,心里总是很乱.十月份的两门考试都考不好.十一月的那一门应该也是过不了....
两年多了.来北京,之前说过不会后悔,现在呢?我是否已经在后悔呢?我不知道,我只是心情不好,我只是找不到生活的方向.我只是在胡思乱想.
今天看到一段话,很像是在说我.心里的那一份追求,狂野,随着日子一天天的消失,从以前的胜利者变成现在的落泊人.
也许没有人想失败,想生活在底层,可为什么会那么多人那么地平凡.
而我,是不是也是平凡的呢...
I don't know how to do in my next day . I don't know what I gotta do. That is pretty at six and seven in my mind. I failed in the exam which examined in October , and I think the exam which examined in November also can not pass.
It was two years when I came to Beijing. I said I would not repent. But now? If I have kind of repent ? I don't know , I just in a bad mood . I just can not fine my way in the life. I just have a bee in my head.
I read a passage today. It like to point at me . the aspiration and the wild in my heard, is losing
follow the time lose, I from a winner fall into a loser.
maybe no body want to be loser ,and live in the bottom of the society.but why there have so many people's life just ordinary.
and me , if also will have a ordinary life.
